foreversleep

I fear I will never be understood To live a life of your own with your own two feet to keep you standing. It’s numbing to find that your loving company is nothing but the beat of your own heart. I try to stay afloat but the anchor tugs and pulls me down so hard. Can I survive such a lonely life. Perhaps you see this is a complaint but I see it as a prayer for the heavenly saint.

Hello Darkness my old friend.. Lately I’m reminded why I want to leave my father’s home, it’s certainly time for me to be alone. Friends say I shouldn’t miss you well they weren’t holding your heart or thinking a world apart when I would kiss you. I’m human for being just as I am, lonely. If only.

He always loved her more. It’s a darn shame, if only when he said he was giving me all of him…he meant even the secrets between us. Broken Hearts Heal… ? right?

(Source: livelaughtumbl, via kidwonderz)

* I feel like people treat me as if I’m a baby *Honestly, I feel underestimated by many people *I am coming to a point in my life where I want more than school/work/weekends.. * Some days I scream alone in my room *Most days I wish it killed him as much as it killed me and he’d have to come running to me just as I always fell back into him.. * The goblin king has always been right, the truth hurts like hell. * My macbook spends more time with me than my own family